I battle bouts of depression every 5 years or so. I know I’m depressed when even thinking about fishing and all the attention to detail that it involves becomes a chore so overwhelming that I don’t even want to fool with my rods and baits, much less going to a pond or lake. I know I’ve come out of that dark hole when all those “technical” aspects become fascinating again. With all that being said, however, I do believe that tournament fishing on EVERY level, has made it way harder for us guys who just fish to get away from it all to enjoy ourselves. Solitude is great, but unfortunately in my case, catching a few bass of ANY size, in my mind, is tied to my “self-worth” as a fisherman who takes all of his study and past experiences into account as getting “better” at my chosen avocation. In my part of Northern Kentucky, any lake over 500 acres just does not exist, at least without a 5 hour drive in any direction of the compass! With the success people are having with FFS, it doesn’t matter that they immediately release their catch after weighing it for the contest they are in-it’s those fish are that much harder to fool a second time. In addition, look at the price af almost ANY NON-plastic bait-it’s darn near impossible to find a hard bait under 7 or 8 bucks, with many jerkbaits around $15-25! I realize a tourney angler justifies these prices by rationalizing their next exorbitant purchase is the one that leads to ending up cashing a payout check so it justify their purchase. Meanwhile guys like me who just wanna have fun have to pay those crazy prices too. So in summary, temporary lulls where all aspects of my hobbies become dull, followed by euphoric returns with greater passion than before, albeit with a Nostalgic wish for less fishing pressure, that,amplified by technology that makes the fish way more vulnerable to guys who can afford, and know how, to take advantage of said technology