@Koz, sorry to hear that and I can understand that some alligators can be aggressive. About 10 years ago, I was fishing an oxbow on the Altamaha River in late summer. I had some 10" lizards in the Oxbow near me, and shortly after I had what I'm assuming was momma making a beeline for my 10' Pelican kayak. I paddled right out of there right quick.
A few weeks ago, I was fishing 17' of water in McGowan Lake, again off the Altamaha River. Suddenly, my sonar read 2', and I'm fairly certain a big one came up under me to inspect what had invaded their territory. I pedaled to the other side of the lake.
Now, I'll tell you why I haven't bothered to drop the coin on a Hi-Point or something to not care about in the kayak. As I fished the other side of that lake, I watched two smaller gators face off. Suddenly, one of them decided to make his or her move and from a dead stop every bit of that animal cleared the water. Jumped right out the water from a standstill. This spooked the other gator and showed me the awesome power of these animals.
I'm pretty strong, and I'm pretty fast, but if a grown one decides they want me off my kayak I'm fairly certain not even Quickdraw McGraw could get some lead in one.
It actually makes me feel a bit better to get aggressive with them and put them in the mindstate of, "I think this human is hunting me. This human is not food," and that's why I routinely beeline at alligators from my kayak.
I never throw a frog i don't want torn up near a little one, I've noticed the big ones around here don't care to chase such a little meal or know it's not an honest sandwich.