Clayton,
You can downplay, make excuses, refuse to see it, rationalize, be closed mided, etc. about the supplements you're taking, but the truth is they are *** you up. You body will get a "natural" high from working out without the supplements. It's obvious just by the way your writing that you're jacked up.
I have never seen someone keep the same shape after quiting supplements- they always shrink. Ditch the gimmick garbage supplements and just exercise and eat healthy. EVERYONE'S body has a max level they can reach without help from supplements/steroids. Find your max level and learn to love it. No need to reach Incredible Hulk size unless that's the life style you want.