In the past year I had last 2 friends until Tuesday when I lost a person I never thought I would lose, someone I took forgranted, the count went up to 3. At the age of 18 I was expecting that family members do get old and people pass away and I except and understand but, losing 3 friend between the ages of 17 and 21, one car crash,one freak accident, and one murdered, I cannot comprehend excepting this as normal. And as sad as this may sound, the other 2 deaths didn't really effect me as much as the one this week has. Idk if this a part of life but it is going to take a lifetime to get used to.