Yep , 37 days and counting , not a beer one , I feel better , I've lost 20 lbs , my mental focus still is lacking , in the fact that it remains very short , but working on that , my memory is shortened as well , but working on that also .
Fishing , in so many ways , tends to help alleviate stress more so than any drug or alcohol , in fact , in and of itself , fishing can be a cure if you allow it to be , not just being on the water either , playing with your gear , practicing in your yard when you can't be on the water , getting back in touch with map studies , reading articles in magazines , talking to people , in all aspects of fishing , there is an unbelievable connection to something else , it's peaceful , it's frustrating , so many entities all rolled into one , it's an escape from the real world without voices yelling and screaming , although there are voices that like to tell you to fish over here , or , over there looks like a good spot !
It's amazing how much clearer you see things once you realize how distorted things used to be , I find now that the reason I never allowed alcohol on the boat , it wasn't being afraid of the law , I find that I believe that I didn't want this time to be corrupted .
I have all these friends that drink just as I did , I find it amazing how I have no desire to drink as they do and yet still be able to enjoy their company , good friends who don't hamper my decision or make me try to join in , I am finding myself in a different place , on and off the water , enjoying once again , this life .
Good luck and be safe !!!