Just to give you guys another view of why someone can "lose his way" in the game of bass fishing, I thought maybe it was time to tell you my story, and the story of my partner Mike.
Mike and I first met back 40 years ago in high school. I was a sophomore when he came in as a freshman from the local Catholic school. Our mutual enjoyment of fishing cemented a friendship that lasted for a very long time. Even though our paths separated during the time we were both serving in the military, things seemed to pick right back up after our five year hiatus.
Each year found us chasing trout in the spring, bass and walleyes during the summer and fall, and then right out onto the ice after bluegills and pike each winter.
It was Mike who first came up with the idea about joining a bass fishing club. He had a few of his friends from work how belonged to a club, and he enjoyed the challenge that tournament fishing gave him. I guess it was only natural that I would follow in his wake. There were times when we fished against each other, and other times when we fished as a team. But regardless, we always had fishing in common. After 17 years of crazed bass fishing, that all started to change back in 2001.
That was the year he learned that he had contracted ALS, what you may know as Lou Gherig's Disease. At first, it didn't change the drive that either one of us had for the sport. As a matter of fact, it never did diminish Mike's enjoyment of the sport, even when his body couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't tell you how many times he told me that his mind was still going 100mph, but the speed his body was going always got slower.
This disease attacks in a slow but relentless way. For the first year or so, Mike was still able to fish basically like he always had, and we even continued to fish in a few tournaments. But some days, he just couldn't make it for the whole day. Then he progressed to that stage where a life jacket had to be worn all of the time. His balance was going along with his leg muscles, and the only safe way to be on the water was sitting down in a chair.
That winter, he stopped by the house one day with his arm in a sling. A slip and fall had resulted in a broken elbow that would never heal completely. So now Mike, a guy who lived to throw jerkbaits, crankbaits, and spinners anywhere a smallmouth lived, was limited to living the life of the worm fisherman. But it didn't stop him from fishing. The tournaments were over with, but he still enjoyed the occasional day on the lake. Sure, he cussed more than normal, but it was simply frustration, and he never gave up the desire.
The last time I got to visit with Mike, I had to tell him that I gave him full credit for saving a day when my wife started out kicking my butt. We were on a hot topwater bite that morning, or at least she was. Down four fish to none, I was a little worried and returned to my tackle box to find something that I could use to hold my own. And that is when I spotted a lure Mike had turned me onto years ago.... The pink Pop-R. Oh the stories that lure brings back. And this one morning got added to the list as those fish couldn't leave it alone. As I told him the story, the smile returned to his face. His body almost completely worn away by this time, his voice slurred his approval of not only the lure, but my choice in tying it on that day.
It was only a few days later that his battle ended. I know this forum's rules say no politics or religion, but I hope Glenn will understand when I say that I hope he's found the chance to return to fishing in his old way.
But for me, tournament fishing is now pretty much done. After Mike had to quit, I tried a few tournaments. But it just wasn't the same. Maybe a realization that mortality stares us all in the face had something to do with it. I have turned a corner, and I'm now more selfish of my own time left. Now the desire to fish is more of a drive to spend time with my children and grandchildren. I know that somewhere down deep a flicker of that old flame still burns. I feel it every time I watch some guy on TV tossing a worm under a dock, or pitching to a stump. I can almost feel the tap, and the urge to swing into a hookset is strong enough to make me want to put down my coffee.
Maybe someday I'll get back into that game, but for now I live with the memories of my friend, and I try my best to make new memories for the younger members of my family.