So as not to bore folks with all the details I'm at a type of crossroads I didn't really prepare for.
My "little" boy Is going off to college in 19 days and after having him two days a week and everyother weekend, without fail, (divorced parent) I'll join the Infamous emptynester club. I'm well aware of the fact that this Is life's natural progression, but I'm a bit uneasy with the fact that I will see him on a limited basis.
I have wondered and thought about the time where I can do pretty much as I please but now it seems there's a certain sadness with this particular constant going by the wayside. I'm excited for him as he starts a chapter in his life that's going to be full of great/learning experiences but at the same time letting go Is difficult.
I guess In the end It's life and I should be a little less selfish and with time things will be different but the feeling of emptiness at the moment Is a bit daunting.
Thanks for the ear gentleman/ladies.